Sunday, January 02, 2005

I am an idiot useless fool

Look wat I've done. Not again! I'm an idiot fool! I really don't understand why God loves me. And here I am being a nitwit.

God keep me. Please I hate myself so much. To think I do ANYTHING good from my heart is foolishness! Its not technically me.

argh...... I am so vulnerable....

What can be so good can turn out so evil.....

Forgive me Father. Guide me. I want to want to seek you! Always!


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